Cmonasterios's

2010-06-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

haven post for a long time.

anyway my blog is almost dead(:.

but i dont care hahahaa i post when i have the mood eh ^^

today went geylang for steamboat then weixiang's house.

the steamboat place cant smoke but irritating jackie decided to risk

us getting kick out by lighting a cigarette inside

we did not get caught fortunately or jackie would not have lived to see today:D

lazy to post pictures so yah this is all

gonna go out soon i guess.

Every word that I said, what a big mistake and the ones you left out are keeping me away

2010-04-11T07:53:00.004+08:00

i havent updated for a long time yah

well probably no one reads this blog

but i feel it is still my obligation to losen some of my feelings here.

i aint i very happy guy

i am actually quite sad

due to the countless numbers of backstabbers

yupp ranging from kids to professional

also suspecting something about me

afew incidents happened in school last week

and someone started asking me questions

I WAS NOT INVOLVED OR KNOWN THAT SUCH INCIDENT HAPPEN!

then i argued with that person

yes i do think you are biased so with all your colleagues

from sec1till now it has always been the same i think i have

bad blood with all the people in your profession

putting that aside it just seem like

when she is near to getting she seems to be moving away from me

like some illusion

its really hard to read your mind

i dont know what you are thinking at all,

its really very stressing

i love you so, but...

feelings aside i had to go church yesterday

awwwww it was tortureous at last i could not stand it

i just went out

it was so long

then i went punggol for awhile and i went back home

maybe going out with george the jerk

later he say he sad but i dont care

-.-

i aint gay or what....

123456ghijkl

2010-03-20T12:14:00.002+08:00

No pride to life.
if humans are scared of humans

(:,):,l:,:B,o.o?!

2010-03-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

i am so lazy to post yah
but a promise is i promise i guess?
i made another guy injured on monday his name is limjunan from 3a2 he
very poor thing sec one his thumb broke ,sec 2 his hand broke
sec 3 his eye bleed and now present i just punched his vein until it was bruised badly.
please pity him thanks(:

time has past very fast from my first stick of cigg,first pierceings and now what am i?
i am nothing i feel just a lost roaming soul on this earth waiting for god to take me away
i feel so stupid and unaccomplished i really regret not taking my studies and for those that i have
hurt i am sorry.
i feel there is too much for me to catch up
sometimes i just feel like giving up and being a low life bum

but well for now i will just try to do my best (;
thanks for everyone who is putting in time and effort on me
especially my mum
she is a damn cool and open minded mom
i love her alot(:.

today really sucked as usual
the haze was thick and i have difficulty breathing
nevertheless it was very cooling today
:D

today i left hostel at 8.35 then i went home
after that i went tuition
after tuition wanted to go yishun but some suckers lobang me then i went punggol
after that headed off to bugis until 8.30 i had to go due to probation

arrggg really sucks lah probation.!!!!!!!!

nothing else to post(: shall be dead for quite awhile
byeeee,

2010-02-27T20:23:00.006+08:00

Today i camt out at 11.20 reach home then went bugis
for seashe with jackie,gary and frederick(;
totalt $71 plusplus
maybe will upload more pictures more
(:

2010-02-25T13:08:00.002+08:00

things will be better tomorrow okay?

Crouching Rabbit Hidden Kitten

2010-02-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

this week was fine i guess?.

Monday i went for some body world thingy at science centre
was quite intresting after that we got to eat mac and we reach hostel at 5.50pm
(:

Tuesday was dumb i practically did nothing intresting
);

Wednesday i forgotten what i did ahhaa i think i just wasted another day?
O:

Thursday i did nothing either except at night i went for P2P program at MCYS at 7pm
reach hostel at 10
l:

Friday i was excused from morning PT then i left for CSO at 11.50
then i went town with chun and GANG! then i went to yiqing chalet
so many cowards dont dare go in the swamp-.-
(((:

Today i stayed at the chalet until 7 i went to surprise
Piiiggg(: at anchorvale cc and we slacked till 8.55 then i had to go
home
planning to out later(ps. i brought some topman clothing damn cool lah)
(((((:

Tomorrow is sad day again so nothing to say
))))))):

thats all for noww^.^

2010-01-30T22:13:00.003+08:00

HIHI(:
this week sucked as usual
i was suspended in hospital
sian like hell lah wtf?
jitao is do nothing monday sit do work and pt during suspension boys study time at hostel
then i tuesday keng go isolation until thursday afternoon we at there talk alot of rubbish
hahaa kind of fun i guess?
then then friday had cso at hougang
i went home first cause i had no money and cigarette
i also took a book
that was my schedule from monday till friday
then today i went tuition then bbc slack
haha damn fun lah
cause i had 10dollar left i dontwan use.haikal and chun keep asking me to take their money go eat i said dont want they damn nice lah:D then i wanted to go chinatown with darren and junhao but halfway i had to go home then on the bus i was taking the bus driver bastard to the msx siah
got china worker wan to take bus he dont care just go all the way straight suck racism to think still exists-.- poor thing lah.

tomorrow i am going to see the basketball thingy in the morning LOL(:
hope its fun if not i go home
time is so precious lah i will gladly spent $50 just to be outside for another day
D:
not enough time to play !!!

maybe later going boat quay drink maybe only ah
thats all for now
next week may not be posting cause i am going to be busy
thats all(:
1more week for suspension!

):

2010-01-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

this week was reallyreally bad,

i landed someone in hospital;

his brains has some problem now

and i am in so deep shit,

the story goes like this

this girl called H got abused by her boyf then they ahd a heated arguement outside school

then this chinese boy called M punched the guy on the back of the head then i got involve cause of some unmentioned reasons

then i got so mad i dont know what i was doing

and now he is lying on hospital bed i feel really sorry for him

but i am more worried about myself as due to the fact i am discharged

in july i am scared something might extend my stay);

shit how dumb can i get like i am not in enough trouble

i seriously vow i will try to get out of this situations more

I AM FUCKING SERIOUS THIS TIME;

then tomorrow i have to go cso that sucks big time eh

its so boring lah

pathetic me):

i have nothing much to add but now i realise how much is the extend i can give to

sacrifice for my "friends" once bitten twice shy

thats what i am now

thats all for now(:

have to go bye,

2010-01-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

heyhey(:
i am just arrived back home ^.^ so damn tired today,
morning i rushed home from hostel then i went cso
damn boring lah i secretly charge my itouch there cause the indian aunty
very kpkb one
then i ate curry chicken for lunch damn great
you know vivian was stalking me the whole day almost every where i went
she was nearby disgusting ah): bad habit for a young girl aiyo now adays teenagers like that
one they think is trend,
LOL;

then after cso i went home my uncle from east coast come all the way here cook for
me he damn nice lah hahaa(: after lunch i went for tuition
i learnt alot lehh smart me pity my mother for having such a smart son.
after tuition i went to study at skcc with PIGPIG and annatan haah two twits.
i and anna finished home work then tingyi haven ahaha
we keep talking rubbish lah
then went back at ll plus lol reach home at 12?
mother made noise she very worried i am sorry mother but i need a break from all this nonsense
hope you understand my "pressure"
i love you okay?.

thats all for now haha(: 2010 is gonna be a great year i guess;

2010-01-10T10:22:00.005+08:00

surprisingly i manged to get over laziness and post again.
you know sometimes the feeling to do something but your mind is telling yourself"no no no"
thats how i feel i ahd the craving for Big mac today
but as the lazy fucker i am i managed to put my plan uphold ): wait for next week eh,

so the lazy fucker today decides i am going to waste my life
so here i am wasting to my life to some online diary which some fat foreign girl
will stalk me with she probably has pictures of me which i dont even know; l
okay and the lazy fuck just agreed to meet weixiang and ginny later
i dont even know why i bother lol i am just like a black man standing between 2 white
racial bastards/bitch in another word meaning a fucking extra
excuse my for my profanities buts that partially what makes carlos ask the fat foreign girl if you dont believe. hehe fat foreign i know your looking ^.^

here more important stuff i forgot to do my homework;x damn lazy do siah
those blood sucking teachers always give so much as we even do? i dont even know why bother
thats about it the lazy fucker now has to go prepare to eat breakfast then go meet xiang(:

thats about it suckers laugh about this picture:

guess if its edited anot(:

2010-01-10T03:07:00.002+08:00

Read My Mind lyrics

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said
I don't mind, if you don't mind
Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind

by the killers song click here for link Read my mind damn nicee bestbest!!

hahaa
i am so bored this week was fine i guess?.
did not do much stuff
my cso place sucks damn boring -.- never go hougang cc for cso
i sit for 5hours only talking for 10mins wtf i super emo there lah
then no one wan accompany me go); i saw ziling the faggot at her house there.

then on tuesday we went hall for some talk and MOMO FACE WAS ON THE VIDEO THE
BIGBIG PICTURE OF HER HAHAHAA!!! damn shameful lah.now i am doing nothing i jsut drank finish with my brother i am abit drozwy feel like sleeping but i got work to do
i have to do homework lah ass
sat morning i had CTP in hostel some counselling programm then the guy brought big breakfast for 14of us lol
then atfer programm we went home leave and then i reach home at 2pm then i went to tuition after that i went to punggol plaza to meet some friends bloody hell my eyes like fucking wan close
-.- guess i have to sleep soon); another day wasted left with 6months 3days(: time passes damn
slow .
today i aint gonna post funny picture i lazy find so thats all okay(; AHAHHAA BYEBYEEE EVERYONE SEE MY POST NEXT WEEK

2010-01-07T12:50:00.002+08:00

hihi(: i am at school now
sitting to fatty daryl ang he is a fat dog ahha(:

Simtingyi i miss you everyday where are you?.
how are you? do you miss me hoho
cant wait to go home this weekend.

this week is a boring week back in hostel nothing much and in school
nothing much either
i am so bored waitingwaitingwaiting 6MORE MISERABLE MONTHS TO SUFFER );
freedom shall come soon so i have to keep waitingand waiting.

thats all i have to post for now
byebyeeeeP:

2010-01-04T07:16:00.003+08:00

hello guy(:
surprised uh hahaa,.
today i managed to "keng" early to go school
and now here i am at home enjoying
i dont have to go to school till 8 so relaxrelax sua!
yesterday was great i did not post cause i was outside
hahaa it was fun yesterday i went to sengkang to find jasmine,ernest,bunny. cause
we had some function there ,then frederick called me to say he was coming to find me so we can
go hostel back together.then my phone ran out of batt
he had no phone so when he reach sengkang i was at another place he waited for me for 1hour then he cabb home
so i told him to cabb back here he angry then kpkb sorry dude);
then after we meet we cabbed to jeffery house and then we went hostel.

today is another new day of a new week
i hope to achieve alot of things this year(:
and gain new friends hoho and its 6months plus more haha thats all.

Simtingyi i miss youuu where are you(:?

2010-01-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

heeeehaaaahoooo.
today was great(:
morning i went to pasirris to meet pingpongjerk frederick and marcus
freaking frederick damn irritating keep disturbing me
after that i went for tuition at mr aw house,
HEY DONT DOUBT ME OKAY I REALLY CONCENTRATE WELL THERE!!!
Mr aw enjoy teaching me cause i get the concept quick
after tuition i went to anchorvale link to find jasmine,ernest,junhao and aaron
fatty hao better dont bully me anymore or i will leak the secret hahahaa i ate chicken chop
not really good then they keep fighting for my ipodtouch hehehe
i did some of my work there okay actually only 1question but how to concentrate with those morons.
then i cabbed home and the taxi driver think he very funny keep making lame jokes what the fuck lah
lameass driver today all the cabs i took the drivers stay nearby each other
i think they all plan already to pick me up and cheat my money

time passes really fast 6months of limited freedom has past another 6more months till discharge cant wait); i really regret all of my actions my stupidity has landed me in where i am,i really wish i could turn back time if i could get a wish it will not be for greed or women just freedom,
to be lost,broken with nothing with a cigarette ahh those are the times(: but i CARLOS ANDRES MONASTERIOS TAN JIAL LE s947XX01X promises to change .

this song damn nice by ataris titles In this diary here are the lyrics

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

its damn touching lah ;l
tomorrow its gonna be another long day); and sunday also happens to be sad day for me
i hate going back to hostel i MISSS MY FREEDOM FUCKFUCKFUCK!);
thats all for today(: will post next sat or maybe in school :D
entertain me lah i like to find funny pictures haaha(:

The Great C is back(:

2010-01-02T03:02:00.001+08:00

HoHoHo,
Better then ever, Lamer then ever, Dumber then ever

Rejoice the great C is back,
The fact i(okay not me was more like Anna and Tingyi) create this blog is banned to all ah bengs,ah lians,matrep,minahrep,whatever dont step into my blog and ruin it with your rubbish english,

seeing my blog is a waste of time,i mostly post on sat or sun cause thats when i am home from hostel like you all even care haha(:

Thats about it i am lazy to post bye:)

hahhaa i think this is funny;l