Sunday, April 11, 2010

Every word that I said, what a big mistake and the ones you left out are keeping me away

i havent updated for a long time yah
well probably no one reads this blog
but i feel it is still my obligation to losen some of my feelings here.

i aint i very happy guy
i am actually quite sad
due to the countless numbers of backstabbers
yupp ranging from kids to professional
also suspecting something about me

afew incidents happened in school last week
and someone started asking me questions
I WAS NOT INVOLVED OR KNOWN THAT SUCH INCIDENT HAPPEN!

then i argued with that person
yes i do think you are biased so with all your colleagues
from sec1till now it has always been the same i think i have
bad blood with all the people in your profession

putting that aside it just seem like
when she is near to getting she seems to be moving away from me
like some illusion
its really hard to read your mind
i dont know what you are thinking at all,
its really very stressing
i love you so, but...


feelings aside i had to go church yesterday
awwwww it was tortureous at last i could not stand it
i just went out
it was so long
then i went punggol for awhile and i went back home

maybe going out with george the jerk
later he say he sad but i dont care
-.-
i aint gay or what....